My Ghazls ' Collections

[*Sarlaa*]

Dukh dard ki kitaab aur hai
Tera mera hisaab aur hai
Tu kiun khod ko kisi aur sey tashbeh deta hai
Chambeli aur hai, gulaab aur hai
Hum’ein aik dosrey key liye khol key roney bhi na dey ga
Yahan muhabbat mein zamaney ka dastoor aur hai
Mein tum ko bhol jaon ye mat socha karo
Muhabbat aur hai ishq aur hai
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[*Sarlaa*]

Wo sarey jaha’n ki khushi’an
Wo tera ik humsafar kehna
Wo sarey zamaney ki mukhalfat
wo tera ik qissa-e-muhabbat kehna
tujhey chahney walo’n ki kami na thi
wo tera ik tujh ko jan kehna
kiun badal gaya hai ab tu meri jan
kaha’n gaya wo tera ik mujh ko chand kehna
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[*Sarlaa*]

Boht sajaye they aankho’n mein khuwab meine bhi
Sahay hain us k liye ye azab meine bhi. .
Judai’on ki khalish us ne bhi zahir na ki
Chupaye apny ghum-o-iztaraab meine bhi. .
Diye bujhaye k sar-e-shaam so gaya tha wo
Bitai so k shab-e-mahtaab meine bhi. .
Yehi nahi k mujhy us ne dard-e-hijr diya
Judai’on ka diya hai jawab meine bhi. .
Kisi ne khoon mein tar choori’an jo bheji hain
Likhi hai khoon-e-jigar se kitaab meine bhi. .
Khiza’n ka waar bhi kaar’gar tha dil per magar
Boht bacha kar rakha ye gulab meine bhi. . !
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[*Sarlaa*]

Bil-aakhir ye haseen manzar mita dena hi parta hai
Kisi k sir ko shanay se hata dena hi parta hai
Kisi dair aashna ko jhootay sachay kuch hawalo’n se
Ta’aruf k liye sab se mila dena hi parta hai
Jo sanso’n mein mehektay hain jo aankho’n mein damakty hain
Achanak aik din un ko bhula dena hi parta hai
Diye jo hum jalatay hain nihayat shauq se har shab
Unhein khud apni phoonko’n se bhuja dena hi parta hai
Koi jab poochta hai hum se, kaisa haal hai ‘Sajid’
Humain mohtaat ho kar muskra dena hi parta hai
Chamak uthtey hain ‘Sajid’ jab sitaray us ki palko’n per
Usey dil se laga kar hosla dena hi parta hai. . !
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[*Sarlaa*]

Tujhy itteafaq se ird gird k log achay nahi milay
Magar is dayaar-e-umeed k makee’n to itny buray nahi
Mery lawn mein jo chamak uthay kai rang dhoop ki shaal per
To mein darr gaya k bahar mein kabhi phool itny khilay nahi
Hum ajab musafir-e-dasht thy k chalay to chaltay chalay gaye
Kisi aab’jo ki sadaa pe kahi’n rastay mein rukay nahi
Hai gali k khambo’n pe muntazir ye qataar chirriyon ki dair se
Abhi parda posh hain khirkiyan, abhi log so k uthay nahi
Humain khud jalaye gi ye hawa, ye jo idhar se guzri hai taiz paa
Teri anjuman k charagh hain k dhuan huay hain bujhay nahi
Kai aur ehl-e-talab milay mujhy raah shauq mein hum qadam
Jinhain kar raha tha talash mein, wohi log mujh ko milay nahi. . !
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[*Sarlaa*]

Ye nahi k saray jahan mein humsafar hi nahi mila
Sabhi ‘Aitbar’ k sath thy, koi mo’tabar hi nahi mila
Meri nabz choo k to dekhta k shikasta dil ki sadaa hai kia
Mera la-ilaaj marz na tha, koi chara gar hi nahi mila
Kabhi sheher chaan liye gaye, kahi’n khaimay taan liye gaye
Jisay dekhta tha mein khuwab mein, mujhy wo nagar hi nahi mila
Mujhy wo makee’n hi nahi milay jinhain meri zaat se pyar ho
Jisy apna ghar mein samajh saku’n, mujhy aisa ghar hi nahi mila
Raha muztarib mera shauq bhi mera sajda karny ka zauq bhi
Mujhy sang-e-rah to boht milay, Tera sang-e-dar hi nahi mila
Sabhi apny apny giroh k, gham-aarzu ka shikar thy
Kisay mein dikhata ye zakhm-e-dil, koi deeda war hi nahi mila
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[*Sarlaa*]

Meri rooh mein jo uter sakain wo muhbbatain mujhy chahiyain
Jo saraab hon na azab hon, wo rafaqat’ain mujhy chahiyain
Kahin mil sakain to samait lo mery roz-o-shab ki kahaniyan
Jo ghubar-e-wakt mein chup gaeen, wo hikayatain mujhy chahiyain
Jo meri shab’on k charagh thy, jo meri umeed k baagh thy
Wohi log hain meri aarzu, wohi soorat’ain mujhy chahiyain
Teri qurbat’ain nahi chahiyain meri shayari k mizaj ko
Mujhy faaslo’n se dawaam de, teri furqat’ain mujhy chahiyain
Mujhy aur kuch nahi chahiye ye duain hain mery saae’baan
Karri dhoop mein kahi’n mil sakain to yehi chatain mujhy chahiye. .
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[*Sarlaa*]

Lagta hai kisi dil mein muhababt nahi meri
Is ghar mein kisi ko bhi zarurat nahi meri
Kaghaz pe hai bus in dar-o-deewar se rishta
Jo saaya-e-figan sir pe hai wo chat nahi meri
Har shakhs ki nazro’n mein mery daam alag hain
Maloom hai mujh ko, koi qeemat nahi meri
Rassmi sa hai is sheher k logo’n se ta’alluq
Barso’n huay khood se bhi rafaqat nahi meri
Mein jin k liye khaak basar dasht mein bhatka
Tasleem unhein bhi ye mushaqqat nahi meri
Ye kah k meri neend, Meray khuwab bhi cheenay
Mujh se unhein darkaar ijazat nahi meri
Wo surat-e-zar maang rahy hain mery ash’aar
Matloob unhein kaghazi shohrat nahi meri . . !
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[*Sarlaa*]

Ye kia haalat bana rakhi hai? Ye aasaar kaisy hain?
Boht acha bhala chora, ab beemar kaisy hain?
Wo mujh se poochny aai hai k kuch likha nahi’n mujh per?
Mein us ko kaisy samjhaun, mery ash’aar kaisy hain?
Meri sochain hain kesi, kon in soch’on ka markaz hai
Jo mery zehn mein paltay hain wo afkaar kaisy hain
Mery dil ka alaao aaj tak dekha nahi’n jis ne
Wo kia janay k sholay surat-e-izhaar kaisy hain
Ye mantaq kon samjhay ga k yakh kamray ki thandak mein
Mery alfaaz k malboos shola baar kaisy hain
Zara si aik farmaish bhi poori kar nahi’n sakty
Muhabbat karny walay log bhi la-chaar kaisy hain
Judai kis tarha bartao hum logo’n se karti hai
Mizaaj’an hum sukhanoor be-dil-o-be-zaar kaisy hain. . !
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[*Sarlaa*]

Is dil ne teray baad muhabbat bhi nahi’n ki
Had ye k dharakney ki jasaarat bhi nahi’n ki
Tabeer ka aizaz hua hai usey haasil
Jis ne mery khuwabo’n mein sharakat bhi nahi’n ki
Ulfat tou barri baat hai hum se to sir-e-sheher
Logo’n ne kabhi dhang se nafrat bhi nahi’n ki
Aadab-e-safar ab wo sikhatay hain jinho’n ne
Do chaar qadam tay ye musaafat bhi nahi’n ki
Kia apni safai mein bayaa’n daity k hum ne
Nakarda gunaho’n ki wazahat bhi nahi’n ki
Khamosh tamashaai k manind sir-e-bazm
So zakhm sahay dil pe, shikayat bhi nahi’n ki
Us ghar k sabhi log mujhy chorrney aaye
Dehleez talak us ne ye zehmat bhi nahi’n ki
Us ne bhi ghulam’on ki safo’n mein humain rakha
Is dil pe kabhi jis ne hakoomat bhi nahi’n ki. . !
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[*Sarlaa*]

Ab tak na samajh paaye mera shor-e-fugha’n bhi
Tum log tou parh laity ho aankho’n ki zuba’n bhi
Khat is liye shayad mujhy ab tum nahi’n likhtey
Kaghaz pe uter aatey hain saanso’n k nisha’n bhi
Seenay ki ghutan mein kabhi rukti nahi aah’ain
Kamray se nikalney ko machalta hai dhua’n bhi
Shohrat se faqat is liye aata hai mujhy khauf
Mash’hoor na ho jaye mera zakhm-e-neha’n bhi
Is dard k rishtey mein tou yaksaa’n hain shab-o-roz
Jo haal tumhara hai wo aalam hai yahan bhi
Kuch wo bhi dukhi dil liye aaya tha mery paas
Kuch dard bhara tha mera andaz-e-bayaa’n bhi. . !
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[*Sarlaa*]

Utri hai you’n judaiyo’n, tanhaiyo’n mein sham
Jaisy ujaar sheher ki angnaiyo’n mein sham. .
Rangeen qamqamo’n ka sahara liye huay
Sehmi hui hai sheher ki ra’naai’on mein shaam
Kamro’n mein band, hijr k gosha nasheen tery
Kab dhoondtay hain apni pazeerai’on mein sham
Hum sokhta dilo’n ki tumhain kia khabar k hum
Kaisay guzar laity hain tanhai’on mein sham
Ae akhri kiran! Mujhy ghar tak tou chorr de
Ab dhal rahi hai doobti parchaai’on mein shaam
Na-aashna hujoom mein khoye huay they hum
Guzri hai aaj aisi shanasaai’on mein sham. . !
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[*Sarlaa*]

Naadim hoon mein ne koi bhi rahat na di tujhy
Tu jis ka mustahiq tha wo chahat na di tujhy
Apny hi roz-o-shab k jhamelo’n mein gum raha
Jis per tera tha haq wo rafaqat na di tujhy
Tu paas tha tou meri anaa k ghuroor ne
Pathar k aik but ki bhi wuq’at na di tujhy
Dariya tha mein khuloos ka har shakhs k liye
Per boond bhar bhi meine muhbabbat na di tujhy
Kaghaz k qamqam’on ko jalanay k shauq mein
Afsos, koi sham-e-rafaqat na di tujhy
Tu sochta tou ho ga k shayar k piyar ne
Apni kisi ghazal ki bhi surat na di tujhy
Mein kia karu’n k meray both se azaab they
Bus is liye kabhi koi zehmat na di tujhy. . !
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[*Sarlaa*]

Mujh se mukhlis tha na waakif mery jazbaat se tha. .
Us ka rishta to faqat apny mafadaat se tha. .
Ab jo bichra hai to kia ro’en judai pe teri. .
Ye andesha tou humain pehli mulaqaat se tha. .
Dil k bujhney ka hawao’n se gila kia karna?
Ye diya naza’a k aalam mein to kal raat se tha. .
Mein kharaabo’n ka makeen aur ta’alluq mera. .
Tery naatay kabhi khuwabo’n k mehal’aat se tha. .
Lab-kushaai pe khula us k sukhan ka iflaas. .
Kitna aarasta wo atlas-o-banaat se tha. . . !
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[*Sarlaa*]

Ye Barso’n ka ta’alluq torr dena chahtay hain hum. .
Ab apny aap ko bhi chorr dena chahtay hain hum. .
Kisi dehleez per aankho’n k ye roshan diye rakh kar. .
Zameer-e-subha ko jinjhorr dena chahtay hain hum. .
Jidhar hum ja rahy hain us taraf toota hua pul hai. .
Ye baag’ain is se pehlay morr dena chahtay hain hum. .
Ye naubat kal jo aani hai to sharminda nahi’n hongay. .
Marasam ehtiyaat’ann torr dena chahtay hain hum. .
Ajeeb deewangi hai jis k hum saaye mein baithay hain. .
Issi deewar se sir phorr dena chahtay hain hum. .
Ta’alluq kirchiyo’n ki shakal mein bikhra to hai phir bhi. .
Shikasta aaino’n ko jorr dena chahtay hain hum. . . !

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[*Sarlaa*]

Mein takiye per sitaray bo raha hoon. .
Janam din hai, Akela ro raha hoon. .
Kisi ne jhank kar dekha na dil mein. .
K mein ander se kaisa ho raha hoon. .
Jo dil per daagh hain pichli ruto’n kay. .
Unhein ab aansuo’n se dho raha hoon. .
Sabhi parchaai’an hain saath lekin. .
Bhari mehfil mein tanha ho raha hoon. .
Mujhy in nisbato’n se kon samjha?
Mein rishtay mein kisi ka jo raha hoon. .
Mein chonk uthta hoon aksar baithay baithay. .
K jaisay jagtay mein so raha hoon. .
Kisay paanay ki khuwahish hai k ‘Sajid’
Mein rafta rafta khud ko kho raha hoon. . !
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[*Sarlaa*]

Khuda janay tumharay zehn mein kia hai?
Meray baray mein tum kia sochti ho, kah nahi’n sakta. .
Magar mein is liye milney se katraata hoon tum se. .
K wo baatain jo hum likhtay hain apny khat mein chahat se. .
Wo baatain aur baatain hain. .
Wo baatain aisi baatain hain k bus baatain hi baatain hain. .
Haqeeqat mukhtalif hai aisi baato’n se. .
Haqeeqat kia hai? Iss adraak tak tum kaisy pohncho gi?
Haqeeqat munkashif hoti nahi’n alfaaz likhney se. .
Zubani guftugu se, bahami izhaar-o-arz-e-haal karny se. .
Boht si aisi baatain hain. .
Jinhain sunnay ko kaano’n ki nahi’n aankho’n ki haajat hai. .
Agar tum mujh sy milney per both israar karti ho. .
To phir ik shart hai. .
Ik lafz bhi na kehna, na honto’n se. .
Faqat aankho’n se aankhain guftugu karti rahaingi. .
Khalaa apny sawalo’n ka. .
In aankho’n ki sadaain khud ba-khud bharti rahaingi. .
Agar milna zaruri hai. .
Tou choti se meri ye shart apny zehn mein rakhna. . !
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[*Sarlaa*]

Wo pehli jaisi wehshatain, wo haal hi nahi raha. .
K ab tou shoq-e-rahat-e-wisaal hi nahi raha. .
Tamam hasrat’ain, har ik sawaal dafan kar chukay. .
Hamary paas ab koi sawaal hi nahi raha. .
Talash-e-rizq mein ye sham iss tarha guzar gaee. .
Koi hai apna muntazir, Khayaal hi nahi raha. .
In aatay jaatay roz-o-shab ki gardisho’n ko dekh kar. .
Kisi kay hijr ka koi malaal hi nahi raha. .
Hamara kia banay ga kuch na kuch tou iss pe sochtay. .
Magar kabhi humain ghum-e-maal hi nahi raha. .
Tumharay khaal-o-khad pe ik kitaab likh rahy thy hum. .
Magar tumhara husn be-misaal hi nahi raha. .
Sanwaarta, Nikhaarta mein kaisay apny aap ko. .
Tumharay baad apna kuch khayaal hi nahi raha. .
Zara si baat se dilo’n mein itna farq aa gaya. .
Ta’alluqaat ka tou phir sawaal hi nahi raha. .!
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[*Sarlaa*]

Ajab halaat thy meray, Ajab din raat thy meray. .
Magar mein mutma’inn tha is liye, tum sath thy meray. .
Meray zar k talab’gaaro’n ki nazrain aisay uthti thee’n. .
K laakho’n ungliyan thee’n aur hazaro’n hath thy meray. .
Mein ik pathar ka gard aalood but tha in mandiro’n mein. .
Na dil tha mery seenay mein, Na kuch jazbaat thy meray. .
Kisi se aur kia ta’eed ki umeed mein rakhta?
Wohi khamosh thy jo mehram-e-halaat thy meray. .
Mein jin sho’lon mein jalta tha usey tum bhi nahi samjhay. .
Mera dil mukhtalif tha, Mukhtalif sadmaat thy meray. .
Mujhy mujrim bana kar rakh diya jhootay gawaho’n ne. .
Sabhi radd ho gaye jitney bhi ilzamaat thy meray. .
Tasawwur ban gaya tasweer, aakhir aik din ‘Sajid’
Isi ka khauf tha mujh ko, yehi khadshaat thy meray. . !
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[*Sarlaa*]

Koi sham aisi bhi sham ho, k ho sirf meray hi naam se. .
Meray sama’een hon shugufta dil, meray dil-gudaaz kalaam se. .
Meri guftugu k gulaab se ho dilo’n mein aisi shuguftagi. .
Koi aisi nik’hat-e-khaas ho k mehek uthey dar-o-baam se. .
Koi rung in mein kia bharu’n? Inhein yaad rakh k bhi kia karun?
Ye jo bheerh bhaarh mein sheher ki, Mujhy log miltay hain aam se. .
Meri raat meri habeeb hai, ye barri ajeeb-o-ghareeb hai. .
Mery sath chorr diya karo, mery fann se meray kalaam se. .
Meri aarzu hai k moum hon kabhi un k dil bhi mery liye. .
Jinhain bair hai meri zaat se, Jo hain bad-gumaa’n mery naam se. !
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