adhi raat ko achanak Ayesha ki ankh khuli,takiye k pas para mobile jese hi us ne check kia,raat k 1.30 bj rha the,mobile pe kayi message musool huve the,R u there?..mere khayal hai tum so gyi,Allah hafiz..?
sone se pehle woh apni dost Abiha se mobile pe chating kr rhi k pata nhi chala k kb ankh lg gyi..
uff,mera Khuda..yani Isha ki namaz ek bar phr na chahte huve b ghaflat ki nazr ho gyi..us k chehre par malaal k asrat numayan the..khair ab yon bethe rehne se b kuch hasil nhi ,us ne bed se uth k light jalai or sehan ka rukh kia..
sehan pe pheli chandni raat ko mazeed khoobsorat bna rhi thi,chand apni pori aab-e-taab se chamak rha tha,us k andr phele andhre boht numaya the or us ka dil tha k doob rha tha .wazu krte huve pani k sath us k anso b shamil ho gaye woh nhi janti thi use rona kyun aa rha hai..aanso the k palkon ki baar se is k rukhsaron par gir rhe the.wazu k bad us ne sehan me hi jaye-namz daal k namaz parhi..us k zehan pata nhi kis jaga atka huva the,kbi koi ek adh anso phr se us ki ankhon se nikal jata..us ne ghabra k jaldi se namaz khatam ki or Dua mangne k lye hath uthaye..lab sakin or zehan ye smjhne se qasir tha k use apne KHALIQ se kya mangna hai..?,pehle to bageer dua mange hi uthne lgi,phr us k honton pe halki c larzish huvi thi,us ne apne Khaliq ki MUABBAT mangi thi,jis ki muhabbat k bageer sb kuch na'mukamal hai humari zaat,humara wajood,humara maqsad-e-takhleeq..sb kuch..
woh yon hi soch rhi thi ..
main ne jb kabi b MUHABBAT ki mani-o-mafhoom ko smjhna chaha hai ise tatola hai..to humesha yahi smjh aayi hai k Mhabbat to Taqat hoti hai,jo hum se sb kuch krwane pe qadir hoti hai,jo humari soch,humare raste tak badal dalti hai..or hume apni simat me baha k ly jati hai..yahan hum qurbani dene k lye har lamha tyar hote hain or kbi b kamzoor nhi parte..
mehboob ki khushi ki justaju k lye dunya ki har cheez se lar jane ki taqat sirf or sirf muHABBAT ME HOTI HAI..PHR YE KESi MUHABBAT THI JO MERE DIL,MERI SOCH,MERI KHAWAHISHAT ka rukh badalne par Qadir nhi..
NAFS ki ek unchi diwar jb kbi b mere or mere Khaqil k bech aati hai to kya meri Muhabbat is diwar ko reza reza krne ki taqat nhi rakhti..shyd nhi...aaha heef sad heef ..
ab us ne hoonton pe siskiyan thi..
YA ALLAH MAIN TUJH SE TERI MUHABBAT MANGTI HON HIDAYAT MANGTI HON..
shyd is se aage woh kuch kehne se qasir thi..use yaad aaya tha..
MOMIN to apne RAB KI MUHABBAT ME SHADEED HOTA HAI..
yani is muhabbat k bageer humara iman b khatre me hai..
jaye namaz se uth kr woh pas ki seriyon pe beth gyi thi...ab b woh uljhi huvi sochon k hasar me thi..
use maloom tha ab nend nhi aane wali ..use isi zene pe beth kr sahar hone ka intazar krna hai..
WOH SAHAR JIS ME IMAN KA UJALA HO,OR MUHABBAT KA NOOR HO GA
sone se pehle woh apni dost Abiha se mobile pe chating kr rhi k pata nhi chala k kb ankh lg gyi..
uff,mera Khuda..yani Isha ki namaz ek bar phr na chahte huve b ghaflat ki nazr ho gyi..us k chehre par malaal k asrat numayan the..khair ab yon bethe rehne se b kuch hasil nhi ,us ne bed se uth k light jalai or sehan ka rukh kia..
sehan pe pheli chandni raat ko mazeed khoobsorat bna rhi thi,chand apni pori aab-e-taab se chamak rha tha,us k andr phele andhre boht numaya the or us ka dil tha k doob rha tha .wazu krte huve pani k sath us k anso b shamil ho gaye woh nhi janti thi use rona kyun aa rha hai..aanso the k palkon ki baar se is k rukhsaron par gir rhe the.wazu k bad us ne sehan me hi jaye-namz daal k namaz parhi..us k zehan pata nhi kis jaga atka huva the,kbi koi ek adh anso phr se us ki ankhon se nikal jata..us ne ghabra k jaldi se namaz khatam ki or Dua mangne k lye hath uthaye..lab sakin or zehan ye smjhne se qasir tha k use apne KHALIQ se kya mangna hai..?,pehle to bageer dua mange hi uthne lgi,phr us k honton pe halki c larzish huvi thi,us ne apne Khaliq ki MUABBAT mangi thi,jis ki muhabbat k bageer sb kuch na'mukamal hai humari zaat,humara wajood,humara maqsad-e-takhleeq..sb kuch..
woh yon hi soch rhi thi ..
main ne jb kabi b MUHABBAT ki mani-o-mafhoom ko smjhna chaha hai ise tatola hai..to humesha yahi smjh aayi hai k Mhabbat to Taqat hoti hai,jo hum se sb kuch krwane pe qadir hoti hai,jo humari soch,humare raste tak badal dalti hai..or hume apni simat me baha k ly jati hai..yahan hum qurbani dene k lye har lamha tyar hote hain or kbi b kamzoor nhi parte..
mehboob ki khushi ki justaju k lye dunya ki har cheez se lar jane ki taqat sirf or sirf muHABBAT ME HOTI HAI..PHR YE KESi MUHABBAT THI JO MERE DIL,MERI SOCH,MERI KHAWAHISHAT ka rukh badalne par Qadir nhi..
NAFS ki ek unchi diwar jb kbi b mere or mere Khaqil k bech aati hai to kya meri Muhabbat is diwar ko reza reza krne ki taqat nhi rakhti..shyd nhi...aaha heef sad heef ..
ab us ne hoonton pe siskiyan thi..
YA ALLAH MAIN TUJH SE TERI MUHABBAT MANGTI HON HIDAYAT MANGTI HON..
shyd is se aage woh kuch kehne se qasir thi..use yaad aaya tha..
MOMIN to apne RAB KI MUHABBAT ME SHADEED HOTA HAI..
yani is muhabbat k bageer humara iman b khatre me hai..
jaye namaz se uth kr woh pas ki seriyon pe beth gyi thi...ab b woh uljhi huvi sochon k hasar me thi..
use maloom tha ab nend nhi aane wali ..use isi zene pe beth kr sahar hone ka intazar krna hai..
WOH SAHAR JIS ME IMAN KA UJALA HO,OR MUHABBAT KA NOOR HO GA